So, What’s the point of a blog? I touched on the idea earlier of things I could do, but I realize what a blog represents is a commentary, not on my life particularly but on the world in general. It’s a way for me to point out and show how the world has it’s neat things, and sometimes not so neat things.
Tonight I’m at Jen’s house, and I’m writing as she drifts off to sleep. I’m sitting on one side of the bed, in the darkness, only lit by the computer screen, with a cherry coke and some gummy bears. You’d think I’d not do that, considering I should be getting ready to turn in, just not right now.
I’m thinking about things, Thinking about how Obama won by less than 10 votes, thinking about how life offers some strange curveballs. How my life would be different without certain people in it. And not just that it would, but in all the differing ways. No one is necessary to someone, but it’s nice having someone who cares and believes in you.
So even as I try to wind down, I’m grateful for the things in my life, both good and bad. Even if at the time I didn’t like certain things happening, they still made me into me. What things I could change I have the choice to change, and no matter what influences I may have, I can step outside of things and look objectively (ha!) at myself and why I am the way I am.
Of course, I could just be deluding myself, but I can hope.
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